i can (probably) see everything in everything
so i’m immune to jadation

i still get stuck
2021 is important year to make music

creativity is the most subjective
objective asepect of reality,

its very difficult to make music
this year

everyflavor is disporportioniate
to disolve
to sacrifice is
not possible when you have
nothing left.stabing myself in
the heart.

i miss you takeiteasyrock Rolled in heap, with his brain-spattered arms,
The limbs fell dying; in equal halves the head
This way and that from either shoulder hung
Wild panic seized

ta’en\eremaître d’care and scruple

i still love you
but i’m not good at
it (talking)

its not easy to deal with galactic energy
but i’m old so its easy.
from seeings stupid people. i stick my hand in the mouths of beasts
in order to free them from one anotherif he threatens to shoot my friendbut not me

 then i’ll go and help him before he gets
shot i thought i did that

a praying mantis,
was eating a lizard,
i live next to a nuclear plant.

 the only reason i am alive is because i can play simon says automatically in a split second, (fall to the ground in feari don’ trust anyone

the animal dies,i time travel in my dreams

we extort
anguish
and peril
at their despite.
no sound
reaches our
ears
yet in waking
vision
everytime i eat
i can see their eyes
the look in their eyes
their screams
their cries
the hatred
of why

the
energies
intact.
[lacerations]
like a reflection
to remind me

to
become
tolerated
bank robber or
anything on purpose
that doesn’t exist.

i have learning disability
it makes me feel like my brain is swelling
heart was too weak to
(causing pain)
pump up against gravity
it takes away my energy
.zero pleasure;
chest pains
makes me tired
i love drinkingmy pain
make musicto go with weed
but still dying. i wont judge youi like make both dark and
bright
music.or that there was
reason to be alive. just from the food you
makei hate the sound of my voice.the
only person i ever meti time travel in my dreamsin certain ways
i’m sorry for my ideas.
i miss you alot.
i think you are

with everything.Happy birthday.post artifical-contex textureism.but i don’t let that
get my hopes upam i wrong for thinkingit is a beatiful and special

thing
with earmuffs the sceneries nicedespite my bad experience the engery of the
nature there is vibrante, but it is also
place of deep pain.
the textures are beatiful.
despite the oppressionso i stay true to
hermatige

consistent human rights violations here is my asemetric

more bodies dropping then i droped acid my least favorite drug is the fact that i existhaving a good time happyhappy being

the most dangerous animal on
earch is the human,

if i don’t its probably cause i don’t care 

not just music each tiny little sound
i like or love more than people
as a musician, but what i mean to say is
that i love the sound of

this feeling that if i did talk to them
i would be doing something really bad.
it doesn’t really make sense.

i herd that if you are in solitary confinment for just
a few years
it changes your accent when there is no hope. only Errortonin is left. after we are gone.