giving a whole house
lice
they let him be on their couch
and their couch’s got lice
and he got punched in the face
so hard
it made me so afraid to get lice
that my basic fear anniliates them
with the dark chaotic anxiety energy
makes me naturally bug free i’ve realized that i so easisly can be
dwinddled down as i can be winded up
though i know my self to be
not alive and i doubt (my) self though i am vanquished from
all that is good
a horrible ungrateful pleasure have they or can i become
when all i have is darkness
of what surrounds me
in all dimensions
the 4th is the one escape
that is true
it must not be of greed
more than i am in conception of
what is a proof negative?
i have little to justify my positions
i refuse to not be honest its just to dig
deep the truths out of me or stories
though i fear to admit an incomplete truth
and written is a chance for a more complete thought
or a way to add structure
though its too painful
for me to say on paper
how much more would it be in person? (the military industrial complex
is for profit
not based on direct rational
diplomatically sound
or objective thoughts) 
i wont amputate my legs
but could be worse
or has been for others
who choose to harm them
selves
to save lives at that point art becomes stress is a gravestone
that is heavy
we need only tip it a bit to lift
it off the cliff
of counsciousness
to be self concious is a
misconfiguration
due to a misconception
really the conciousness comes from the self
the self is in the body
but that doesn’t matter
what i mean is has there ever been really any truth within
a single word?
not one would exist without the ego
wich it why its not alive
it needs a host
though it generally points to fundementals
so there are two feathers
one that is with the games
and adhears to fundelmendals
and the other
is to words and adhears to truth. so society is morally bankrupt. there is issue with

education. i could of been a writer now i have no idea whats going on so now you are reading this for mysake. at the cost of national secutriy… There is no hope. reading this will just make me look bad. then the yapping.  purpose has no purpose
histroy
is peripheries
of potintial. utility is a social
construction
the wind has
no utility
people rat on windmills
but that doesn’t mean..
there isn’t science (more or less). i don’t honestly think
phython is good
for beginers Well sources on the internet give rather a confused picture. in otherwords.

 Derealization to the universe Mary, found creativity has decreased among American children in recent years. Since 1990, children have become less able to produce unique and unusual ideas. They are also less humorous, less imaginative and less able to elaborate on ideas, Kim said.
that, over time, imagination in the stories increased, with the stories in 1985 showing significantly less imagination than stories (created by different groups of kids) in 2008. i don’t change, i only become more so like my self overtime.  it is completely pointless for any
government to invest in technology
because we already have dvds.
not only that dvd players. my only emotions are happy i not saying i against so i don’t want to take money from you.
i would beable to escape to emancipate flavor is disporportioniate
to disolve insite is forsaken i’m in too much pain to liveAmusement panicRemorseam chewing
on broken glass.noise
Human population planning
Selectiveerror
Invisible disability
Disability hate crime
dissemination of liesScreen memory-coal energy
and guns
and the drug war
and nuclear energy
water drift
nobody-cause anger, irritation, or bitterness or cause anger, irritation, or bitterness
aftermathpleasure is direct
to unhappiness.is reapeated
and adiciton.my life is on a string
that has ben cut as always existed
either unlabed
or unwritenHell and then imagination
is more immportant than immortality.
power and value
are nothing cannot escape the
pain of someone who actually
believes in money you create your own ideas
and the fact that you are even
able to create idea or that you
did.
is important.
so even an idea about anything. is taken
for granted. so computer doesn’t crash; But even more concerning is the long-term neurological and brain damage that can result from taking antipsychotics, not to mention the greatly elevated risk of metabolic syndrome, which can include major health conditions like cardiovascular disease and diabetesAntipsychotics are so dangerous that a study published in the British Medical Journal (BMJ) declared them to be more deadly than terrorism. ​free will is not illusion. when i was 3 my entirebody covered in 3rd degree burns from microwave noodles,just look at the suicide rates. isn’t gavity hell because it is
prison but also the earth has to
be fed|people. who are not stupid. (if we are lucky) i’m anti gun, i support extreme gun control but that is just mei don’t do enough, or have trouble startingRiots not to mention a mere cultural axiomPsychomotor Poverty i have health issues. illiterate and morally bankrupt.chain aspect of reality, but its the essential centor point to havecorrecting or updating the fact that there is no such thing as critical thinking.  argument is more so a result of neurological condition than it is to basic reality. so capitalistism is psuedo materialists because it dehumanizes neceities, to destroy health and

contribute to hunger. the fall of man. sociey is confusing, the government has irrational technologically outadateted mechanisms of utility to manipulate the populace into thinking that there is a need for goverenment when government was outdated before the founding of humanity, its just a matter of one culture that is destructive, or in reality rather a coincidence and,another, and then after and or while getting away with it spreading it world wide, even defeating enemies it’sself,(formerallies) but i’m not an example of the now or past. but the limitations of the future. success is a spirtual distration. sucess is and exitential form of materialism, with the combination of conformity. the result is the deulsional destruction of (inner) art. comfert is not relevant to economic value, avoiding the news, is a commercial, there is a death toll.