i destroy myself 

to destroy my enemies 

if you are in pain
you are swiming upstream.

and to do no harm. 

not be seperate from
nature.

so now its impossible for me to be
normally functional as musician.

all i want in life is to follow the path of the evil eye. 

 take the charoit through
the gravevyard
endless souls with
no escape
sweet plain music
for a fake soul
without sunshine