i can (probably) see everything in everything
so i’m immune to jadation
i still get stuck
2021 is important year to make music
creativity is the most subjective
objective asepect of reality,
its very difficult to make music
this year
everyflavor is disporportioniate
to disolve
to sacrifice is
not possible when you have
nothing left.stabing myself in
the heart.
i miss you
takeiteasyrock
Rolled in heap, with his brain-spattered arms,
The limbs fell dying; in equal halves the head
This way and that from either shoulder hung
Wild panic seized
ta’en\eremaître d’care and scruple
i still love you
but i’m not good at
it (talking)
its not easy to deal with galactic energy
but i’m old so its easy.
from seeings stupid people. i stick my hand in the mouths of beasts
in order to free them from one anotherif he threatens to shoot my friendbut not me
then
i’ll go and help him before he gets
shot
i thought i did that
a praying mantis,
was eating a lizard,
i live next to a nuclear plant.
the only reason i am alive is because i can play simon says automatically in a split second, (fall to the ground in feari don’ trust anyone
the animal dies,i time travel in my dreams
we extort
anguish
and peril
at their despite.
no sound
reaches our
ears
yet in waking
vision
everytime i eat
i can see their eyes
the look in their eyes
their screams
their cries
the hatred
of why
the
energies
intact.
[lacerations]
like a reflection
to remind me
to
become
tolerated
bank robber or
anything on purpose
that doesn’t exist.
i have learning disability
it makes me feel like my brain is swelling
heart was too weak to
(causing pain)
pump up against gravity
it takes away my energy
.zero pleasure;
chest pains
makes me tired
i love drinkingmy pain
make musicto go with weed
but still dying.
i wont judge youi like make both dark and
bright
music.or that there was
reason to be alive.
just from the food you
makei hate the sound of my voice.the
only person i ever meti time travel in my dreamsin certain ways
i’m sorry for my ideas.
i miss you alot.
i think you are
with everything.Happy birthday.post artifical-contex textureism.but i don’t let that
get my hopes upam i wrong for thinkingit is a beatiful and special
thing
with earmuffs the sceneries nicedespite my bad experience the engery of the
nature there is vibrante, but it is also
place of deep pain.
the textures are beatiful.
despite the oppressionso i stay true to
hermatige
consistent human rights violations here is my asemetric
more bodies dropping then i droped acid
my least favorite drug is the fact that i existhaving a good time happyhappy being
the most dangerous animal on
earch is the human,
if i don’t its probably cause i don’t care
not just music each tiny little sound
i like or love more than people
as a musician, but what i mean to say is
that i love the sound of
this feeling that if i did talk to them
i would be doing something really bad.
it doesn’t really make sense.
i herd that if you are in solitary confinment for just
a few years
it changes your accent when there is no hope. only Errortonin is left. after we are gone.
it seems they give jobs to people who are without braincells. locke writes complete paragraph but not
complete thoughts i can see
the Shape of thought,i could never
have a real conversationkinaesthesiaantipodean
what i saw
what i did
abnormal fatty deposit abrasion’i keep poisoning
myself to death
i don’t considier my self time’i don’t want to live
because of the pain zaftigmeritocracy harvest angel
somnambules
angel-of-morning
tutelary-angel
vection Illusions of self-motionVestibular illusions
Dark cell-Endolymph-Tympanic duct
Depolarization-HyperpolarizationBurst error-correcting code
thankyou for the free consultation, i don’t even use google though (duckduckgo) my site is spelled foto, not photo, which is correct spelling in some foreign languages, including countries i frequent, my name is Thomas Houston, so there is already more than one or alot of thomas houston photographers, i’m D thomas houston the photojournalist, i like the style of Zongolopoulos, most photojournalists do something more practical like have a life, and have no passion, i’m a nihilist, i see no relevance in sucess, van gogh became sucessful post humanously, i always am forced to be without shelter, or have trouble affording food and live beyond my means,
when i travel. or i used to be homeless so i just start doing that again, but in dystopia it was too difficult for me to do p2p or hyperacusisError Ideas and delusions of reference
Error detection and correction
Varroa Mite Life Cycle
Dissociative identity disorder
Depersonalization
Depersonalization-derealization disorder
i with real girls
that smokes with cigarettes
broken escalator phenomenon is the result of a locomotor after-effect which replicates the posture we adopt when walking onto a moving platform to stabilise ourselves
personalities are flaws
is why i use drugs to erase them
Poets act shamelessly towards their experinces
they exploit them.
purify blood destroy enemies
they should stop encouraging people
to stand up for themselves
becuase it is destroying the institution
of marriage.
if you are a photographer than
your eyes are open
and it is painful to close eyes
alien-hand-syndrome luck is some of actions
in the future borders will be
cyber. interpersonal difficulty
distress
Can you marry a dead person?
Self Solemnization
AgalmatophiliaPygmalionismobjectumsexual
Magical thinking
Extreme Risk Laws
ecdysial cleavage
entschuldigend
comfert is a subjectivism
that a capitalist tries
to sell you, Neuro-linguistic programming
Market segmentation
Hyper-Segmentation Drives Personalization to Improve Customer Experience
Erreur
The structural crisis of capitalism rhythm is looking at a fence, like if you are standing in front of fence, the fense continues off on either side left or right of you, each post is a point of rhythm; pitch is taking the fence, shrinking it into a single note of an instrument or sound of reality, and holding the entire property in your hand, and playing with it, or putting it with other artifacts. with microscope they are the same, with humans under microscope we still have same looking blood cells despite race or culture, categories of things are categories. or a category can have a definition, and over time definitions change, and different cultures have different categories and different definitions, like the type of rhythm taught in marching band and what indicates sucessful or accetable rhythm and what rhythm means is completely different in marching band than something like how to drum or their approach to it, there is an inner side to music, and a painful side to it, and then even pitch has different approaches with 432hz verses 440hz, The rhythm verses pitch argument is one of the reasons John Cage’s 4’33 is relevant. Music is rhythm becuase it means you control silence or sound, its variation, if music can be nothing but sound or noise the entire time without a pause, and in music the rest note is still a note or noteable, everythings the same actually, we are all one, but we try to escape reality with definitions (intellectualism [epstemology)) and categories.
since its a synth its good to talk about the basic fundementals of all the other types of synthesis, to compare them, that way you can kinda see how its just using organic clips as an oscillator, instead of electrical sparks cliped with filters, the smaller the sound is, the closer it is to standard osculator just from the way it sounds and how expressive it is, Granular synthesis is my favorite form of synthesis, i like taking samples i get from field recordings of birds and cicadas frogs and bugs, to get textures, you can take a small samples of a jazz guitar or instrument or voice, reverse the tone, and then put it into the synth, there are so many possibilities, my only reason for writers block is too many possibilities, as far as i know all grain synths are digilital so they make the Best digital vst synths since its not analog emulation, your vst would work just the same except different as a hardware grainsynth since they are both digital, but sometimes digital delays (Vesta Kaza) DIG-411 are digital but there is something inside of them that make them really strong sounding, duel CEM3360 Dual Analog VCAs i think is what makes them so strong, but i have no idea what they are. i think its a chip, but then if the deley is digital, than is the thing that makes it self oscillate analog or is the volume or preamp analog? if a deley can self osculate than does that also make deley effects technically a form of synthesis? also alot of people don’t talk about Distortion synthesis that is modeled based on geometric equations to physically model it, and the modeling can be randomized, sometimes reverbe is physically modeled but also this modeling is randomized, so you can save settings when you find one you like. there are not enough pragmatic videos about each and every kind of synthesis, and not enough Music intellectuals like you.
ill study as hard as i can the basics of things like compressors or limitors, and this helps me use them better but i always forget whats really going on and just go by feeling to make something that sounds good. one of my problems with life is that i’m ocd about masterchains, do you have to have a limiter at end of master chain? some people put over sampling on all individual tracks, that way you don’t Have to upsample, and you don’t have to export above 48-24 i can’t bring myself to go lower than 96-24 but when i first started i would always export at 192-24, and i can hear a difference between 24 and 36, either in abelton or izotope and this is both with 96 and 192 that i hear a difference, when you make your own music its difficult to be not an ant fucker.
to me jazz is self expression, so experimental music is acheiving the same goals of jazz, but it expresses the internal subconscious music, that preceeds normal conversation and communication, the definition of virtuoso is communication, so jazz artists communicate and express them selves, and blues is a type of jazz, so alot of the time its expression of a conversation someone had on the streets, but not everything in life can be expressed with just words, or some sounds, thoughts or textures are deeper than words. i also like newwave that is obscure. and vintage analog drum machines are underrated because most metrognomes don’t even swing. Grain synths are inspiration, comic books and magazines are created with tiny dots, so you can use microscope to take pictures and rearrange this into modern art. i’m photographer and always see direct parallels between the arts, such as composition, asymmetry, complexity, simplicity, leading lines (melodies) i just got Curtis Roads Computer Music Tutorial, and plan on getting his other books. I’m literally almostabout to get Microsound as soon as i can afford it, or all 3 of his books. there are not enough books about how to create your own vsts. the information required is spread out everywhere. i got a certificate in 4 coding langauges last year, and am still at loss, or havn’t made any true progress, i am starting to doubt that it is possible to create vsts by yourself and herd its 3 times more difficult than to learn russian. but even if i fail i will I just create a new song everytime i touch something even if its not a guitar.
passions hate lust ambition covetousness what crimes they are apt to produce is so obvious to everyman’s experence.
If the sovereign power be in a great assembly, and a number of men, part of the assembly, with out authority consult a part to contrive the guidance of
the rest, this is a faction ofr conspiracy, unlawful as being a fraudulant seducing of the assembly for their particular interest.
Hired friends for money,
He whose privete intrests is to be debated and judged by the assembly
make as many freinds as he can, in him it is no injustice. covid is a product of neocons
the reason i say that is that there
is scientific study that shows that
using hand sanatizer causes people
to be more so conservative
and they are genocidists because
it kills only old people so they would
say covid is from the left because its
social engineering to shave off the old
voters who vote against socialism
when in reality depopulationism is
bi partisen. you can use deductive
reasoning to see that it is clear that
covid is a product of the alt right
because they say to on purpose not
wear masks, trump supporters and anti
vaxers have done more to elminate the population
than any terrorist or recent war.
in fascism the first thing to go is artists
and musicians is why venues shut down.
you can call me conspiracy thearist but
in reality since trump is with russians
russians secrete intelligence destabalizes
nations so they are not stable as a form
of geopolitical warfare, is part of the reason
there was violence in south america in the 80s,
or asia in the 70s, or the middle east, the c.i.a.
destablalizes countries that are left, and the
russains destableize countries that are rightwing,
or already fascist, by deductive reasoning alone
the basic scientific psychological realities of
hand sanatizer, hand sanatizer is anti bacterial
it does nothing against viruses, so it doesn’t make
sense to even acknowlege it, and no one
really uses it. unless they are a teacher or lame.
it hurts my hands to use it because i’m sensitive to
chemicals. and also since its the rightwing
not wearing masks, not getting vaccine,
each death is a homicide.
this is social control to prevent cultural
evolution. so now the 20s can’t be the 20s
instead of the 2020’s being the people’s
decade to create, corporate capitalism and
consumerism is relying on bioterrorism
and manipualtion of the state
to control people and maintain cultural
dominance
as if how much money you had had the possibility
to effect anything when we have the internet.
since the internet exists stuff like corruption shouldn’t have a possibility
to function, and it wont if the younger
generations refuse to sellout,
or make political decisions that are based on
objective morality instead of the whims to
insignicances of fake personalities of rich people
and cliche celebreties with nothing intelligent to
say or do no matter how much money they have
they will always be losers, is why they
kill poor people or rob them.
there is also proof that the
alt right is deterministically linked
to bathsalts abouse syndrom, I have frostbite, my feet always hurt. Genu valgumaanvallig
knock-knee-dieselfde
distal-charmant interoperabilnost
oorbodig Interoperabilitéit
teekoppie-interoperabiliteit
Behavioral targeting
afgryslik-transcendentalism
yhteentoimivuus átjárhatóság
verwys delaine phoretic
Priapismnymphomanianymphomania
Priapismnymphomania
existential OCD dekametric
you ask me whats it about
i have problem Restriction fragment length polymorphism
socretes said he didn’t know anything
so how can i know what it is
about when i can’t know anything anti-phoresy
commensalism, and Creativity
if music wasn’t deeper than
the earth.
than the earth wouldn’t produce
music.
Psychitecture
if you don’t like monster trucks
you are not a real man.
cavalier
subdiversion
subdivision.
dps
brickjames killcops
i not crossdresser i took ibuprophen
if you are ever interested in my services, there is no hope; when people.
corporations are not the state
corporations are not psychologists
corporations are not schoools
corporations are not docotors
corporations are not experts.
corporations are not white.
corporations are not farmers.
corporations are not laywers.
corporations are not nececity.
the intellectual world is in shambles. I have frostbite Millersburg, Bourbon Township, Missouri
shlumped
sinuousand
armed robbery
Public Figure
el mensaje
Mealybug
Crepuscule
Stygian
Nebelung
Tenebrous
Gloaming
Caliginous
Heliophobia Photophobic
pusillanimity
poltroonery
N-Acetyl Cysteine
bucket list
hashtag
Friendsgiving
body-shamer
hogsbane
cancel culture
roentgenium
rapacious
Silver Alert
sacerdotalabstemious
remdesivir
extreme risk law
inner potential difference
defriend
manscaping
iraimbilanja
pikeminnow
cube farm
Tommy John surgery
arm candy
desire line
digital video disc
Digital Versatile Disc
mouse potato
minimally abrasive Procedure
Minimally Invasive instrument static eternal
Proprioceptionphenomenon
Ideomotorouija
supported typing
Ouijaariary
clap-back
atrophyquaggamussel
docusoap
p53
scrunchie
forcible abduction
vaginosis
losartan
losartanInternational Phonetic Alphabet (IPA)
laryngealisation
piehole
varroa mite
Deepfake
relic radiation
achuma, huachuma, wachuma, aguacolla, hahuacollay, or giganton.
dekametric
glottal fry)
poliomyelitis sequelae Post-polio syndrome
ratiocination
Isidore (inventor)
Echinopsis pachanoi
Trichocereus pachanoi
cosmic microwave background
how you see the world is more important than
what you look like.
lookism
eternal recurrence
when we tried to buy weed in 0hio
we get robbed multipletimes.
Hapax legomenon
if i let my past effect me
i would be dead. Havana syndrome, Honorificabilitudinitatibus
we must fight against Alicia Keys
methamphetamine statistics
combinatonic permutation itertool lambda people who are alcholoics have the key to life
its called booze but i’m not like that.
hypnogenic
electrovoice (60s) or shure (50s) i have a japaense Aiwa dynamic mic, it is from the 1960s, it has trs output so i can plug it directly into guitar pedals, i use mxr micro amp boost, keely katana boost, jhs prestige, thorpy fx team medic boost to get the most out of the microphone i find the guitar boost pedals or preamps to be better than what my audio interface has as a preamp, so i turn the preamp off on the interface to have it direct clean sound and i also use spring reverb from a rack effect, i can use dely or freeze pedal to freeze my voice at different notes using a tunner to make sure i hit the note at 432hz and make chords this way, most don’t realize i do it though but it sounds good with guitar, its easy to record your own drums, and the trick to recording guitar is to point the microphone at the 12th fret not the sound hole, and to use both a dynamic microphone and a condensor microphone, my Aiwa is quiet but it sounds good with guitar pedal as preamp, you can get rare trs cable to turn regular modern microphones into something that can go into guitar pedals, you don’t have to use guitar pedals, you could use a ribbon microphone, but when you make your own music layering will help you more so than an exspensive vst, my vintage micro phone cost 6 or 8$, and sounds more dense and tangible than modern condensor microphones at 20$ but if you have two different microphones a modern one that is normal and what normal people have and has good reviews, and then a vintage one to give it that edge, if you think about it Microphones have not improved sense the 1950s and photographic lenses have not imporoved sense the 1960s. unless its zoom lenses, or wide angle, the reason is sharpness, gemeotry, and microcontrast, vintage microphones give microcontrast in an auditory sense thus more musical geometry, but i would experiment you can use microphones that were meant for vocals, or microphones that were meant for military broadcast, its because vintage microphones don’t over think or break rules than didn’t exist, or is a secrete in self recording, with modern technology like fab filter, layering in daws, oversampleing, multiband compression, digital eq, ect. it is a good thing to combine the old with the new. you can reverse a jazz solo or lick or chord progression and mix that with another solo or the same solo, or change the octove of one layer or automate the bmp, or automate reverb and dely or anything, my main cause of writers block is to have too many options, or too much inspiration, or too many possibilities, so the important thing is to play with feeling or have healthy and balanced lifestyle, so that there can be more jazz, but jazz is self expression, so we each have our own jazz, and when you record your own music, the way you mix is your own improvised way, there isn’t a right way to do it because the people who get rewards or most successful don’t really know what they are doing, its the same in the photography world, teenagers can know more about mixing than people who have worked on hit records, but then also the opposite is true, but what mic you choose just use your own intuition, you want to make sure its loud and works, if you have good stereo imaging than any mic can be good.
intransigent
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i find it difficult there is only one song…
You’ll feel a smash of creativity and focus that launches your mind into a heady cerebral state. holistic medicine. kinda tramatized from police pointing guns
at me and yelling at me for no reason,
but then also witnessing murder from
gun
when i was younger
i only herd it but it bothered
me, or i like be in place that has
less guns, with it.
i don’t really care about pain
i’m more so interested in creativity
and intellectualism
my dad never said anything intelligent
to me more or less.
so i’m inspired my camera got stolen in Rome, didn’t need to goto school i have not finded right
person.
i have a certificate in html
c, c++, and java, and am
learning phython, but am
half way through it and i wanted
to learn it to learn lists to
optimize reaper a daw, but the
person who was doing it said
that there was basicaly almost
no reason to do it
so i was going to do it what possibilities
but it is an ant fucker
organizational thing for tracks
that is irrevant to the
way or what with creating music
its not going to help or make
things better its just a thing
but then why would a professional
do a thing don’t worry
about it but then i learned i see i still can’t do it so i am
worried even more, and this is just
one thing i have to deal with, as
musician, i’m not that good at math
i’m usually beter at something
like biology.
or the historical sciences not the
analitical, but i’ve focused
on health and try to eat
food it inspires the
jazz part of my brain, it is spoken i like to be around it
it makes my brain feel good.
i like the syntax of the languge.
i have visited mijn photojournalism
and still need to go back to finish
or add to my stories.
it is difficult for me to goto a country like
that alone as disabled person. now i can’t wear shoes
so i’m afraid i am cursed.
so i’m looking for magical person
not to cure my curse but
is self reliant and strong enough
to be immune to my curse in art i feel as if i have everything i touch turns to gold.
but it burns if people touch me
either i can read minds
to a certain extent. so if there
is prejedice or if the person
doesn’t see me as how i am
they judge and or there is a pain. i’m in alot of pain for years i’m used to it.
i’m always happy because of jazz
and then have probably more than
tripled down on infinite happiness
from other creative fields
or things
i don’t think instead my thoughts are replaced with errors. public
transportation is good, this is essential
for me as disabled person, i would love
to live there. my last
remaining vices
besides being.. they were starting to or did
judge the paintings
so it was like and endless celebrealfractalanxiety
of judements.
so many people. in St. Louis the art musem is free
and some spots are less croweded
i like places. much here
or like this or i might its off topic,
or i like anything that is philosophyically releveant that is epistemology, morlaity,
economics, politics, aesthetics, parrells
in art, inter dimentional physics, linguistics
i have a macro lens, so i consider myself
an entomologist, i love everything
i see everything in everything
i love everybody but nobody loves me.
i’m from america, and not everyone
in america has psychic powers. the place was crowded and filled
with judgemental people making judements about the
paintings but not only that judgeing people on the ways that they were themselves judging the paintings, and then going on to judge the paintings anyways. There were so many people, i could barely breath. I wanted to steal a painting, and to be honest, it would be easy. but none of my friends are into that kind of thing. record hit records. and they judge me but i have hyperacusis
i can’t move out into a city where it is loud
i can visit. sounds in nature, textures
i evoke
i time travel in my dreams.